Lyrics: Lost in a maelstrom of misery Life takes from me, endlessly Leaving me broken and empty Friends turn their backs on me They either become enemies Or just plain dead to me Stepping back I take a look at myself From the outside, what do I see? A hollow shell of the man I used to be Torn apart and seething Waiting and bleeding Broken and screaming The reaper is calling I feel myself falling Leaving loved ones in mourning Drowning in sorrow As I hang from the Gallows A hypocrite hiding behind a polished smile A virus consuming life from inside out In isolation I wait for a sign, that never comes Venom rushes through my veins, as I'm consumed by all I hate Now its time I accept my fate. Unable to fight, bound by inaction My spirit leaves this hateful world No longer a useless burden From my dead and rotting corpse, new life shall spring and grow Insects feed on the secrets buried in my bones. Chorus of cicadas, my only eulogy My existence, was lifeless And empty Now its too late for apologies My soul cries out as I fall, deeper and deeper into hell Bidding my mortal life farewell Wandering alone in a dying grove, waiting for judgement from below (or forgiveness from above) What if I just fall down and die? So this broken forest may have my life May my soul escape and be free Life a feather on a summer breeze And the pain of life just cease As the noose tightens, my shell hangs lifeless But I keep falling into darkness As my end draws near, natures call I hear And I'm released Of all my Fear.